The day everything in my life became clear to me, when all the dots began to connect, was approximately one month ago, June 2010. All the arbitrary memories stored in my brain suddenly were given meaning. Let me try to recall in as much detail that I can without boring you of that exact account. I know its long, but keep with me. If this were a movie, I'd like for you to now picture a blurred, wavy, transitioning image as my narrative voice trails off and the story begins to be reenacted.

I woke up to an empty house on a Sunday morning at my mother's house. Bored and drained from the heat, I searched for things to do. Lately Facebook, Myspace, and Twitter have become my most time consuming hobbies... even if there was absolutely nothing to do on there. Laying on bed surfing the net, I logged into my Myspace and skimmed my friend updates. The name of one posted video caught my attention. It was called, "Illuminati, Music Industry and WHY MICHAEL JACKSON WAS KILLED High Definition Part 1" The link is www.youtube.com/watch?v=-e3hFYv3hYE.

It was basically about subliminal messages embedded in lyrics of music that are exposing the Illuminati and their plans to advance the New World Order. Turning down the volume of the eerie music playing, I read snipits of lyrics from various artists including Jay-Z, Tupac, Dr.Dre, Fatboy Slim, Prodigy, etc. Many of the examples given struck me as being very clear and direct. However, I became confused when I saw the lyrics of my deceased husband (or so I like to call him) the Hon. Robert Nesta Marley (Bob Marley).

"What is this foolishness?!" I asked myself out loud knowing there is no one there to respond. "My husband coulda neva mix-up in this nonsense. He is not a part of this!!" I laughed and smiled to myself now believing the source was obviously incorrect cause my husband coulda neva opt for a new world order. They almost convinced me of this mess... I just laughed and laughed.

My phone rang (Which it seldom does since nobody loves me.. lol I'm joking). It was my sis Kris. I shared with her the video I just watched telling her how they almost got me by showing very convincing examples until they threw my late husband in the mix. I began to explain to her what the New World Order was and how all the lyrics were either advocating for it or exposing it, all except for Bob's.

I closed my eyes, put my hand in the air as I vybed and sang for her his song that they used as an example, Top Rankin':

"They don't want to see us unite / All they want us to do is keep on fussing and fighting. / They don't want to see us live together / All they want us to do is keep on killing one another."

I don't believe I sang the stanza all the way through when the truth hit mi hard like a rock flung directly into my heart.

My world stopped.
My hand dropped.
My eyes opened,
ever so slowly.

The lyrics.. the truth was there. In the lyrics. Or was I being too abstract? No.. that's what they want me to think.

There are many things in the world I can care less for to tell you the God honest truth. Nonchalant is an appropriate word here. But when I care about something, I am like a flame no fireman can extinguish. The truth burns... It burns. And those who have eyes but don't see and ears but don't hear will feel my heat. Silence is Golden but My silence has held out for too long.

I sat down at the top of the stairs.. silent on the phone digesting my thoughts. It felt like I was in the moment before death takes mi as images in my life were flying through my head. Everything was connecting. Everything was making sense. Even dialogues were popping into my head of conversations I have had in the past.

"I wish someone could think for me" echoed in my head. I remember saying that when I was younger. At such a young age I saw reality and didn't want to face it. In that sense, I believe, from that moment, I shut my eyes allowing them to think for me. I gave them that permission and they took every advantage of it. A fool for too long.

I don't know about you but I see it as an offense that people can lie as they please thinking you won't see the truth because you are too foolish. I find it offensive. From that day, I made it my mission to pay attention and tell the world: I am Not a Puppet and don't want you to be either.

That day marked the journey of an investigation that is still ongoing. I would like for you to partake my journey of discovery. This is the beginning of the end.

Click here to read my Poem "Them" which was written on the same day described above
* Posted by Lex * July 22, 2010